Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Abortion? . . . I love you mommy !

I cannot say it in words yet,  but if I could it would be: "I love you mommy". Our God has prepared the safest place for me within you. He placed me within the best mom in the world, who would love me more than anything. He chose you to be my guardian, my source of love and life. You are my protection and my love. Your voice gives me peace and joy and your body gives me life, rest and protection. Within you I grow safely and peacefully hidden from any harm.

My dearest mommy, I love you so much. Thank you for how much you sacrifice for me. Thank you for carrying me within you, loving me, and accepting me as I am. You love me just the same whether I am sick or healthy, whether my days will be a few or many. You are my bravest warrior and within your armor I fear nothing. You are the greatest mom ever. 

I do sense you suffering and crying, and I know somehow that it is because of me. I don't understand how the little me is bringing you so much fears, anxieties, and worries. If I can take your sorrow away, I promise I would, but my dearest mommy, I have no where to go, you are my safe haven and without you I am no more. All I can do is to promise you that when I am older I will make it up to you and love you with all my heart.  

I love it when I sense you laughing and it bring me so much joy. I have a secret to tell you … trust in God and He will provide, trust in Him and He will carry you within Him and give you peace and joy that no one can take away from you. 

I am here . . . do you sense me? If I can speak, I would say to you "I love you mommy"!